"all changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another"
~anatole france


when ur parents call u for dinner and u see they made your fav


(via vaginamite)

I don’t know how it took me so long to realize why my makeup never looks as good as the makeup tutorials or even when I’m playing with makeup myself

I have hooded fucking eyelids


how did I never realize that? I only figured it out because I couldn’t get the wing on one side to match the other, because my eyelid hood is slightly puffier there.

god damn.

so basically I’m getting my eyes done while I’m in korea and it’s cheap (jk. I think.)

일어나, 오늘도 좋은 날이 될거야Wake up, you’ll have a good day today 
그래서 걱정하지말고 눈을 떠봐So open your eyes and do not worry
Today I went to Subway.

There were these 12 year old boys hanging around. As I got my food and left they were all checking me out like little prepubescent lemurs and one of them said “Can I get your number?” And I turned around and said “Why, you need a babysitter?”


(Source: beautilation, via vaginamite)

I showed my older students an all girl group rock band who I consider to be basically pretty gorgeous. one of my students pointed to one and said jokingly, teacher, is that you? I laughed but one of my students got really offended and started yelling about how that girl isn’t pretty but teacher is so pretty so how can he compare us. I mean….wow I’m glad you approve of my face but y’all have no taste tbh

bc they aren’t all conventionally pretty but dayum. dayummm

My birth control finally ran out in Korea and I don’t think I can get the brand I’m using here. 

I’m thinking about attempting to not find another pill, but just the mere thought of stopping birth control TERRIFIES me. 

For one thing, I’ve been on it for 7 years now. Hot damn.

Pre-birth control, I would go without a period for months, then when I did have one I bled like a dying animal without any warning. I’m talking I had a fresh super flow tampon and a heavy pad on and it soaked through it and soaked through my skirt within an hour. I was at school and traumatized. I didn’t notice excess hair growth but my mom said she noticed my arm hair went down a lot sometime after starting the pill, and some minor forehead bumps did go away. And I stopped having occasional stabbing pains in the uterus area. I also stopped having a sex drive. :/ 

So if I go off it… I’m really scared of what will happen. I feel like my body relies on birth control to have normal functioning. But a lot has changed in 7 years… so… I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO